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suitcaseofnails) wrote2008-07-11 02:36 pm
suitcaseofnails) wrote2008-07-11 02:36 pm
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Twenty-fourth Nail
voice
So really, what should I think? That a dream - or even a few dreams - are now my real thoughts and feelings? Pft, I say pft. What do they know? Really.
I so need to relax.
/voice
heard by those in the ARK II
So really, who am I? Elendira the human or Elendira the weapon? I know, I know, sometimes they are intertwined. I am not like some and can cut myself off from the world. Part of my purpose had to deal with the lesser people, after all. Move around them, dig out their little thoughts and secrets and bam, in for the kill. So where does it stop? Where is the line? I have a pretty good idea where it was, but I stepped over it. Maybe it is this place. Too many people that I have to interact with and not enough places to go for a few hours of fun so make it dull and I think that is it. It's not worth it to cleanse things when the people get up the next day. It's more like playing a game of darts - hitting, yank the darts out and the board is still there. Sigh. Boring. And I have always been such a gossip whore.
...Maybe, I know what I need.
[ooc; Elendira has been having very bad nightmares but in a typically Elie way she is ignoring them. Also for those on the Ark ii she is talking while repairing her suit so if you want to walk in on it, go ahead. I'll tag later after work.
So really, what should I think? That a dream - or even a few dreams - are now my real thoughts and feelings? Pft, I say pft. What do they know? Really.
I so need to relax.
/voice
heard by those in the ARK II
So really, who am I? Elendira the human or Elendira the weapon? I know, I know, sometimes they are intertwined. I am not like some and can cut myself off from the world. Part of my purpose had to deal with the lesser people, after all. Move around them, dig out their little thoughts and secrets and bam, in for the kill. So where does it stop? Where is the line? I have a pretty good idea where it was, but I stepped over it. Maybe it is this place. Too many people that I have to interact with and not enough places to go for a few hours of fun so make it dull and I think that is it. It's not worth it to cleanse things when the people get up the next day. It's more like playing a game of darts - hitting, yank the darts out and the board is still there. Sigh. Boring. And I have always been such a gossip whore.
...Maybe, I know what I need.
[ooc; Elendira has been having very bad nightmares but in a typically Elie way she is ignoring them. Also for those on the Ark ii she is talking while repairing her suit so if you want to walk in on it, go ahead. I'll tag later after work.