Twenty-third Nail

[suitcaseofnails]

I feel like I've been stuck in a bad hangover for the past several days. It feels so strange, like the world's going by and yet I can't do anything to stop it. To take a moment and start finding something that fits. I feel... like my skin's peeling off and my bones are itching and I so know that isn't something that was caused by someone else. Who am I? What am I? Don't people know this by my age?

Ah well, listen to me. Silly silly dreams. I shouldn't let them bother me. Especially when there's fun outside and I can't do a thing.

Sigh.


[ooc; for the uninformed, Elendira has been hit by the nightmare Cor and is just talking to talk. Just wait though. Once she gets over the sadness, she'll be throwing stuff at the occupants of the Ark]

Comments

[holymadonna.livejournal.com]

Elendira? If we don't question ourselves, we will lose the perceptions of who we are. Don't be afraid.

[suitcaseofnails]

I'm very afraid.

[holymadonna.livejournal.com]

I'm here for you if you need comfort.

[suitcaseofnails]

Thanks, Lilith.

[valentineluke.livejournal.com]

Now isn't the time for introspection.

[suitcaseofnails]

All I have is time right now.

(Private/Unhackable)

[valentineluke.livejournal.com]

What happened?

(Private/Unhackable)

[suitcaseofnails]

He caught up to me. Told me to come back, and then told me what would happen if I didn't go back.

I - Luke? Do dreams sometimes come true?

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[valentineluke.livejournal.com]

Knives?

Sometimes.

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[suitcaseofnails]

Yes. Knives.

I keep seeing it when I close my eyes. He scares me.

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[valentineluke.livejournal.com]

What are you going to do?

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[suitcaseofnails]

I already did something.

But the dreams said it was wrong - Luke, I ran out of space to run and I'm not strong.

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[valentineluke.livejournal.com]

Wrong for leaving or returning to his side?

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[suitcaseofnails]

Returning.

My head hurts.

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[valentineluke.livejournal.com]

Did have feelings for him at one time. Do you still?

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[suitcaseofnails]

I - honestly, I don't know. I don't know anything anymore.

He's always been there.

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[valentineluke.livejournal.com]

All I can suggest is decide what's best for yourself.

Re: (Private/Unhackable)

[suitcaseofnails]

Thanks. For listening.