suitcaseofnails

Damn City. Damn damn damn! I was wandering for hours thinking this was some sort of dream! Of course, when I did wake up, it was only in time to remember what a total and complete idiot I was to leave my apartment and go wandering the streets. What the hell was I thinking?

Pft. And to make matters worse, i still kind of remember some things. Like at how cute Knives was as a child and there was Livio who was just so very confused and I think there were a couple people yelling at me. Really. What on earth did I do? It's not like I have a mean bone in my body. Oh yes, anyone would believe that kind of shit then I'll eat one of my own nails. People are just so gullible.

God, what am I going to do with myself. I can design clothing until I have fake fur dribbling out of my ears but it's nothing compared to what I used to do. To be a Gun, really, it was what I was. And now this, this sort of half-life. I am not a part of anything but whatever I want to do and that is just odd. I am no longer a Gun. I'm just here.

Honestly. I don't know why I'm still here.

[ooc; For today, Elendira has no internal monologue. Basically she'll tell you everything on her mind if given half a chance]